BandedHuns Mad Fat Diary

[WeightlossDreamer]

He is sooooo beautiful!
I'm glad your getting the help you need to deal with your PTSD x x so great to hear from you again x

 

[BandedHun]

Thanks everyone.
He's my everything . Can't believe I waited so long and let myself get so down. But things for reasons. Grieving for the loss of my previous two babies needed time and I needed to get Dave for the right reason.

Bands going well was between 10.7 and 10.4 but last three weeks I've managed to watch my slider foods and just eat two small meals a day. 9st6 now .... So I'm happy.

Missed you all just couldn't get the words out or want to put my worry a and sadness on to anyone

Find out next Thursday whether Granddad cancer is getting bigger and spreading further. I've been caring for him lots and my poor man who's 85 and struggling as he just won't sleep. I think he's scared of death and the reality of what he's going thru. Bless him

Anyway goodnight everyone ?

 

[WeightlossDreamer]

Fingers crossed for your grand ads results x x

 

[kurstywursty]

So glad to hear from you banded xxx

Your new fur baby is gorgeous!!!!

Nothing like a dogs sloppy kisses to help us feel better

Hope your therapy is helping babe

So so so good to hear from you xxxx

 

[emmahc1975]

Good to hear from you again. & Dave is just delightful totally gorgeous

 

[bex.wils]

Banded I have just fallen in love with Dave!!! He is adorable!! The worst pain is losing a loved furry one! It's not about replacing that dog, u just find something else to give your love to, u will always have your other babies in your heart, but Dave is in your life now not just within your heart.
Hope you're feeling better about yourself and everything around u, it's nice to hear you're spending time with poorly grandad, lots of love x

 

[BandedHun]

Thanks everyone. So we went into town yesterday for a walkies trying to socialise him as he will be very big. He was a delight.

Food has been limited at the mo moment. I've 5.9ml in 20ml band and I don't eat much but stress and life at mo means I'm busy.

Average breakfast is my poached egg and mushed avocado , a biscuit and cup of tea , protein shake/ smoothie, a small ready meal ... Eat 2/3 prob or a small side plate of dinner, roast/lasagne/cottage pie/curry/steak&chip/pasta bake..... Them sorts of food. Then I smack sometimes if I'm busy on crackers, crisp and I always have 2/2 or a bar of chocolate everyday... Or a big bag and I take 7 out... Like wisps bites etc. so my meals are small but I'm happy with what I have and variety in the circumstances.


Since getting Dave I've been walking so much more too and the weight still drops so maybe need another shake or something as June and July were hard months. I hardly moved off the bed sofa and out the house.... But so far things are good.

It's so lovely to hear from everyone.... I hope everyone's achieving brilliant things.

The OH is leaving me to go Cyprus in two weeks .... Again and that's upset me as he knows I can't go because my DD starts high school and there was NO way I was missing that being here for her. I think I'm gonna dig my heels in the ground and say last time to him because it's a habit now and we NEVER have a family holiday ... It's always his mums place. . . And it's not quality time together. There's always someone there.

Selfish of me I know but he made it so hard for me last year going and lying about flights . He can be cruel . But I think I just need to install boundaries again

right well I'm gonna try and go back to sleep.... And hope you all have a great day xxxx

 

[WeightlossDreamer]

I think your right with the boundaries Dave is sooo gorgeous and you look amazing diet sounds good like how I used to eat right back at the beginning x x

 

[kurstywursty]

You and Dave look gorgeous xxx

 

[BandedHun]

Thanks . He's really melted my heart xxx

 

[tweetybaby]

Hi Banded, Dave is gorgeous i really hope he helps get your mind and soul in the right place x

 

[BandedHun]

Hi guys. Weights 9st 2 ? but things with granddad have taken turn for worse. He's admitting to pain . Everyone's being awful and negative towards me about my weight .... U can't win. Why is it ok for others to call you Skinny ***** or Skinny C*nt but calling someone fat is unacceptable. It's made me so paranoid, I'm happy at this weight. I feel comfortable, my BMI is 18.6. Yes it's low but I've still got fat on my body. Size 6/8 fits nicely, I've still got boobs 32D deflated puppy dog ears but everyone's being so horrid. It's upsetting me and stressing me out. My Daugther starts high school Friday and I've been scared about this day. I just hope I can get her through as smoothly as possible .

As for Dace we went I a dog show at the weekend and we had an amazing time. He was the star of the show ....everyone thought he was so cute and despite lots of French mastiffs being there he's temperament just shine .... What a super boy he was (( we even got in the news on TV ))

 

[Kar8858]

Hey chin up! I'm in the same boat but I reply "funny when I was fat you didn't tell me to stop eating but it's alright to comment now I'm thin" and " I like the anorexic look, I've tried obesity now in doing anorexia" .. People are generally taken aback with a reply like this so I recommend it!! The fact is being fat is more damaging to your health but people don't see it like that.
Just carry on as usual, it's a bad time for you so just get through it...eat what you can and don't get hung up on it.. I treat it as a daily adventure now! X

 

[BandedHun]

Hey chin up! I'm in the same boat but I reply "funny when I was fat you didn't tell me to stop eating but it's alright to comment now I'm thin" and " I like the anorexic look, I've tried obesity now in doing anorexia" .. People are generally taken aback with a reply like this so I recommend it!! The fact is being fat is more damaging to your health but people don't see it like that. Just carry on as usual, it's a bad time for you so just get through it...eat what you can and don't get hung up on it.. I treat it as a daily adventure now! X

That's Karina. That's what I'm getting now. You look like a starving Ethiopian and your anorexic ... Sorry but do anorexics eat a while bar of chocolate ? I'm not pushing salad away around a plate. Sausage and been melts, buttery mash, cottages pies... How is this anorexic food???! Dicks. Grrrrr!

Thanks for the advice ?

 

[violetangel]

I think you look stunning Banded and they're just jealous of your gorgeous figure!! Xxxxx

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[BandedHun]

I think you look stunning Banded and they're just jealous of your gorgeous figure!! Xxxxx Sent from my iPhone using WLSurgery

That's so kind of you. Thank you. I wish I felt it ... Days like today I still eat the house down. I've had cottage pie for tea, some chocolate, I had 1/4 of a sausage and bean melt, some of those new Crispy and thins ( salt and vinegar ) a Fiji milkshake.... Oh dear lord I hate to think about the calories I've eaten..... Must be TOTM soon to eat like that.

I'm exhausted too. Dave getting me up and walking loads everyday. Plus appointments all over the place so I'm not sleeping great and constantly running around. ( makes sense why my weights so low ATM ....

Anyway, goodnight all and hope your all ok? Thanks for the kind words x x x x

 

[Kar8858]

Dave looks a right big hitter x

 

[WeightlossDreamer]

Just remember to look after yourself Hun x x

 

[BandedHun]

He's grown SO much. He's taking up the bed!

 

[BandedHun]

Waking up to this every morning ???