Hi all, hopefully this will be second time lucky. I tried to post a while ago but it was all deleted. I'm not very good at finishing what I've started it seems.
I just wanted to thank you all for your good wishes and support. Especially Allie and Bev. I think it's time I dug myself out of the mire and got on with life. I have to admit that I found yesterday a very upsetting and tiring day. However, it is much better that my surgery was delayed, than as phatmomma said, you had recieved worse news about me.
I have to admit I enjoyed not being on the pre-op diet. We all went out to a chinese buffet forlunch where I had planned to eat myself silly,(old habits rearing their ugly head). However, I was full after only having two small plates of food and did not even want a pudding. I am now off the pre-op but eating healthily.
Mr Li has promised that he will do my surgery asap once he has the result of my 24hr ECG (which is yet to be arranged). I should have followed my instinct and phoned Kath on Wednesday rather than listening to the nurse at the cardiology clinic and tell the anaethetist Sat. At least that way they could have either sped up the ECG or someone else could have had my slot instead of it being wasted. Sorry to all of you who are waiting for Mr Li.
I had a call from my sister in law to let me know that my youngest uncle had died yesterday. The uncanny thing is he died at about the time the anaethetist was saying that I could be in danger of doing the same if he proceeded.
If I had had my op yesterday, I would not have been able to comfort my dad, siblings and aunts and uncles in America. When I spoke to dad he was very phylosophical and said that all things happen for a reason and better my uncle than me. I know that dad loved his brother very much, he was only a few years older than me. God works in mysterious ways.
Thanks again every one. I'll be phoning the cardiac clinic later on today. Let's hope I get a monitor soon.
love, hugs and blessings.
Rebirth xxx
I just wanted to thank you all for your good wishes and support. Especially Allie and Bev. I think it's time I dug myself out of the mire and got on with life. I have to admit that I found yesterday a very upsetting and tiring day. However, it is much better that my surgery was delayed, than as phatmomma said, you had recieved worse news about me.
I have to admit I enjoyed not being on the pre-op diet. We all went out to a chinese buffet forlunch where I had planned to eat myself silly,(old habits rearing their ugly head). However, I was full after only having two small plates of food and did not even want a pudding. I am now off the pre-op but eating healthily.
Mr Li has promised that he will do my surgery asap once he has the result of my 24hr ECG (which is yet to be arranged). I should have followed my instinct and phoned Kath on Wednesday rather than listening to the nurse at the cardiology clinic and tell the anaethetist Sat. At least that way they could have either sped up the ECG or someone else could have had my slot instead of it being wasted. Sorry to all of you who are waiting for Mr Li.
I had a call from my sister in law to let me know that my youngest uncle had died yesterday. The uncanny thing is he died at about the time the anaethetist was saying that I could be in danger of doing the same if he proceeded.
If I had had my op yesterday, I would not have been able to comfort my dad, siblings and aunts and uncles in America. When I spoke to dad he was very phylosophical and said that all things happen for a reason and better my uncle than me. I know that dad loved his brother very much, he was only a few years older than me. God works in mysterious ways.
Thanks again every one. I'll be phoning the cardiac clinic later on today. Let's hope I get a monitor soon.
love, hugs and blessings.
Rebirth xxx
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