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SUGGA!!!!! ITS MY JOURNEY XX

Dont be scared sweets :D Some nerves are fine, we all get them but I truly believe that we are at more danger of coming to harm heathwise if we dont have the surgery! You have waited a long time for this op and now its nearly here make sure you enjoy every minute of it :D Its the start of your n ew life and theres nothing like it ;) XX
 
Awww bless our Dotty...my stomach has been in knots ever since my letter came unless im busy or chatting.
Im not upset or moody or anything like that dotty its just a feeling that i have deep deep down inside.

There is no way i could feel excited at the moment infact that wont happen until im on the ward and awake....im a weird un i know haha xxxx
 
Your not weird! We all go through the same fears....for me I got better as the surgery got nearer.....how weird is that lol but we all get there in our own way ;) You will be fine hun....they will have an angry mob on their hands if they dont look after you :D XX
 
you sound just how I felt Sugga xxxx you are so deserving of a break right now xxxx
 
Sending more hugs tonight Sugga poppet and just wanted to wish you all the very best for your pre-op diet start tomorrow. I'm absolutely sure you're going to be brillo!

Hugs again
Grace xxx
 
Sugga I am so :D:D:D:D:D:D for you . . . you will get your op this time I am absolutely sure! Keep on drinking that lovely milk and you will be on the losers bench in no time!! xx
 
Hey Sugga, how u feeling about your op? U are having it the same day as me? 17th Feb. So, u are on your milk diet-how are u finding it? I am so so hungry-I just wanna eat or smoke but I can't do either!


Hello all, I thought it might be the right time to take up my own little space on here, a space where i can come to for support, advice, help, to cry, to moan and to shout from the roof tops with happiness whichever the case may be lol.

My name is Sugga as you are all aware and thats the name i will be known as, but for those who know my other name then that is fine too.

I joined this site in June i think it was and i just stumbled across it whilst doing some research about weight loss surgery. That was a lucky day for me as iv barely missed a day since joining.

I have been over weight all my life and went on to have 4 beautiful children in spite of this...........i am truly blessed. Life hasnt been kind to me at all to be honest and even though i regularly get told that i am such a strong person and that i deserve a medal it means nothing.

I have been strong not because iv wanted to be but because i have had to be.

I am envious of anyone who does not have to be strong........... of anyone who has someone to take over when the going gets tough.............. and envious of anyone who has a shoulder to cry on............. when the times are so lonely that i only have God above as my friend and saviour.

I agree i am a strong person.

I am incredibly independant and manage amazingly in my life and i know that i am the envy of others who are weak and are dependable on others, i get told that all the time, but it doesnt make it all right though.

I ended my marriage in 2005 which resulted in me crumbling and crawling into a big hole where i stayed for a long time. The effects and events will stay with me for a lifetime i think, but i have faith or i would not be here today. I am completely over it now.


I was offered the option of wls during a visit to my doctor way back in January and to be honest i was gob smacked that she even mentioned it.

I went home to think about it and found an excitement that stayed with me all evening.

Two days later i went back and told the doc to refer me for wls i was elated.

Well here i am waiting for surgery on the 6th January.

Im strong but weak in a sense, if you know what i mean, because i worry all the time which is a result of stress and life. The past 5 years has taken its toll and when depression sets in and you feel so alone that you dont want to step a foot outside your front door then the weakness shows.

I am looking so forward for my surgery, in fact i am actually craving this new life that i am so fortunate to have been given.

Thank you God.

Everyone on here is amazing, and i thank you all for your time, your support and for being my friends xxxx
 
Hi Dizzybizzi, im on the 3 pints of milk and 2 yogurts a day diet.
Have you started your today?
Im not doing to bad really, i love milky coffee so its been a pleasure up to now...early days though eh.
Are you keeping busy haha we will get through this together.
It must hard for you if you smoke too.
Keep busy...i had to come upstairs while the kids had there tea, the smell was lovely haha xxx
 
day 1 over with xxxxxxx
 
you'll get t save them for a mid night feast ;o)
 
milk

Hey Sugga, how can I tell if u have replied to me without searching through all the posts?
I am on day 10 of milk diet now. I have to have 4 pints of milk, 2 pints of other liquid, 1 salty drink like bovril and sugar free jelly if I want it. I am finding it fine now. I have to say tho, and I feel guilty for saying it, but I am sorting of looking forward to having the op so I can eat again! Is that wrong?!!
The smell of food is definately the hardest bit cos it makes my stomach say 'eat something, eat something!' Do u have to cook for the kids too?

I am keeping busy as I teach 5 and 6 year olds. I was lacking in energy at the beginning but am better now. I am just a bit grumpy with them at the moment!

We only have 6 days left!!! u scared?

Hi Dizzybizzi, im on the 3 pints of milk and 2 yogurts a day diet.
Have you started your today?
Im not doing to bad really, i love milky coffee so its been a pleasure up to now...early days though eh.
Are you keeping busy haha we will get through this together.
It must hard for you if you smoke too.
Keep busy...i had to come upstairs while the kids had there tea, the smell was lovely haha xxx
 
I am very scared. I have had so many ops but this just seems scarier.

Ahhhhhhh!










QUOTE=sugga;2324576]Awww bless our Dotty...my stomach has been in knots ever since my letter came unless im busy or chatting.
Im not upset or moody or anything like that dotty its just a feeling that i have deep deep down inside.

There is no way i could feel excited at the moment infact that wont happen until im on the ward and awake....im a weird un i know haha xxxx[/QUOTE]
 
Hi Dizzyb gosh not long for you now and im 3 days after.
Im not feeling to bad now with the milk diet but i was only allowed 3 pints of milk and 2 yogurt unlimited diet drinks and thats it, its been hell and iv not been well, but not to bad now.

Iv not been wanting food lately and my kids have been having ready meals ect so its not been so bad.

I suppose its only natural to want the wls over and done with so you can eat again but you will be on fluids for a while wont you?

I just want this whole thing done with and cant wait to start losing and feeling the difference for once instead of losing a couple of stone and then giving up lol.

Scared? well thats an understatement haha im not really thinking about it, maybe i will when iv got past 3pm on Wed as my op could get cancelled..im just taking each day as it comes.

Do you have your op on Monday?

Wishing you the best of luck and you will be back and on the losers bench before you know it. xxx
 
Glad you are finding the pre op diet a bit easier now Andrea. It must be quite a shock to the body when you suddenly just go to milk and yoghurt, in a way I am quite glad I have a different one to follow.
 
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