2nd chance Jo
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So I get my endoscopy on wednesday afternoon and after that im expecting 4 weeks till surgery. I know its normal to be nerves and fear are to be expected but it's not subsiding at all. I know i need this surgery at just shy of 29stone (originally 31 when referred in june) its still vital.
If i didnt have my kids i wouldn't be as bothered but i just think summat will happen, i have 3 young children 2 have additional needs, i won't have left them that long before and i just think what if it goes wrong?! I know all being well i'll have a better life and i really do have faith in my hospital but im just scared to the point its now making me physically sick and constantly on my mind.
Has anyone else felt this way with having children? I just think if summat did happen they would think horrible of me in years to come :'(
If i didnt have my kids i wouldn't be as bothered but i just think summat will happen, i have 3 young children 2 have additional needs, i won't have left them that long before and i just think what if it goes wrong?! I know all being well i'll have a better life and i really do have faith in my hospital but im just scared to the point its now making me physically sick and constantly on my mind.
Has anyone else felt this way with having children? I just think if summat did happen they would think horrible of me in years to come :'(