It is really difficult. Try not to beat yourself up and remember that each day is a fresh start. You have been given a great opportunity and I'm sure you will get there
Obviously the main aim is to reduce the size of your liver to make surgery safer and to prevent the need of being cut open. I have heard of people having to be cut fully because the liver was too large to move or the surgery being cancelled because the surgeon hasn't been happy to move the liver safely and perform the op so if you just think that it's a case of, I must do this and you can do this!
First few days are the hardest, I'm starving but I know nothing will taste as good as being slim and healthy feels. Xxx