Thank you for your kind words. I never started a diary on here, just posted here and there. I always meant to start a diary but after what happened with my first WLS it took a long time to get over the shock of it and I just never got round to starting...Hi TB. What a lovely name. I have never chatted to you before on the forum, but I just wanted to say hi, and send healing vibes and let you know that strangers are rooting for you [so friends must be]. I am so sorry this has happened to you. Feeling overwhelmed and vulnerable is VERY normal in the circumstances. Absolutely to be expected. Please, please, please do try to take a measured approach to work. BELIEVE ME, I understand the impulse. We seem alike in this respect. At least take regular breaks, and I swear by guided meditations.
It's hard to ask for help. But do.
Am going to read your diary. All love to you.
By coincidence I started to read yours today. It is a very good read. I will continue to read it in bits. You are such a deep person and express your feelings and thoughts so well.
I am feeling very vulnerable and over sensitive to things at the moment. I just seem to be in this fog that I just cannot shake off. My job is unforgiving. It really is just a case of getting on with it or they will find someone else who will put up with the c***. I do it because I feel I am good at what I do and like everyone else I have my bills to pay. Then there is Mr TB who is my world. Life is really all about him and making sure he is ok. I find it hard with all the demands of work and caring for him even with the help I receive for him there is no time for me. Somehow we all keep going...because that is life.