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My diary - From the beginning

Im alive. I have nothing to say.
I appreciate the messages I got asking if I was ok.
I am.
To those that didnt send a message, up yours.
xxx
 
Truly missed the updates...
x
 
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND!!!

Yo yo yo.
So I'm still walking/jogging round the park every morning before work at 6am.
I'm now doing it 8 minutes quicker than when I started doing it.
I may increase the route after another week.
Food wise - I'm being good.
I slimed and threw up some chicken last night.
I don't think I chewed it enough.
It got stuck for about 7-8 minutes and then came up into the toilet.
Not nice, but I was fine straight after.
I had a good drink at a family party last Saturday.
Im a little concerned that the weight loss is going to slow down as I have a lot of social things coming up that will include alcohol.
So Im going to set the punchbag up in my garage and try and have a workout on that a few nights a week too. To try to balance out the calories consumed/burned.
I have a fill booked for next Thursday, I really don't think I will have lost any weight - especially after my alcoholic Saturday night. But it'd be great to see 4-5 pound.
Its going to slow right down after the first months loss I know.
The only other news is the date I have this Saturday at 3pm.
She kindly let me rearrange when the party came about.
Im looking forward and have a good feeling.

The reason Ive not been on here so much is that, to be honest - Ive been a bit fed up talking about weight loss.
it seems to be the sole topic of conversation now. Certainly with people that know about my op anyway.
"hows the diet" "How was the walk this morning" "what did you eat" "how much you lost".
Im more than just a weight loss machine.
I dont want my every conversation to be governed by my fat arse.
But Im grateful of the support, both on here and in the real world.
Also, at the party I went to, I heard a comment by a couple of kids about my size.
Now Id been buzzing about how much Id lost and feeling rather good and my confidence had shot up - so to hear negative comments was like a bit of a kick in the nuts.
It really hit home what a long road Im on.
And I sulked about it.
Theres the latest news people.
Read it.
Digest it.
Reply to it.
And tell me how you're doing.
Because I care.
Now big up your badselves and have a real rastclart of a day.
Peace out homies.
 
The reason I review your daily diary with avid interest is because it doesn't focus on weight loss and diets.. I refer to mouse knuckles a term I have not yet come across. Although, there was that small topic of guess the weight with Halfords vouchers... I am asking the postman daily but my winning vouchers don't seem to have arrived yet? Sorry to hear about the kids sniggering.. their parents must be missing them greatly... I presume you did lock them in a cupboard before you left?

So me.. Im doing well moved from 20 stone into 19 stone .. officially a teenager again. Previously struggled to get up to my pre-op exercise level but am now there again.. swimming 1km every morning before work and shifting some lard arse on the treadmill.
 
I also love reading your diary as it is not just about weight loss its very insightful into camel toe terms lol! I dont comment much as ive never really chatted to any1 on this but you all seem like a lovely bunch and the advice you all give is amazing. Going to book my band op today and I am very encouraged by reading all ur diaries! Altho I feel like im snooping at them! Kids make me nervous I remember once being on a bus and a small child looked over the seat and said to his daddy "that girl has a big bum" I wanted the seat to swallow my fat ass up lol! They have no filter or no idea about feelings I wouldnt get discouraged about it just know u can snigger on in the inside and think aye wait til you see me soon :)
 
Glad to hear you're doing well. Know what you mean about kids, heard my cousin's son refer to me as "fat aunty Sarah" to differentiate me from another Sarah in the family. Wanted to stamp my foot and yell "but I've lost 4 stone you little sh...."

Under 20 stone for the first time since I was a teenager. Off out for a maybe date or maybe just mates going for dinner tonight and having a wardrobe trauma - it's a teppanyaki place and the top that I want to wear will really show any grease spots which are bound to land when the food starts flying. It does make my boobs look massive and my waist look tiny though. Grease vs boobs... Which way to go?

Oh, here's a newsflash:
I loathe caramel, fudge and toffee, but I love sticky toffee pudding. Thought you might like to know.
 
frankyboysh7 said:
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND!!! Yo yo yo. So I'm still walking/jogging round the park every morning before work at 6am. I'm now doing it 8 minutes quicker than when I started doing it. I may increase the route after another week. Food wise - I'm being good. I slimed and threw up some chicken last night. I don't think I chewed it enough. It got stuck for about 7-8 minutes and then came up into the toilet. Not nice, but I was fine straight after. I had a good drink at a family party last Saturday. Im a little concerned that the weight loss is going to slow down as I have a lot of social things coming up that will include alcohol. So Im going to set the punchbag up in my garage and try and have a workout on that a few nights a week too. To try to balance out the calories consumed/burned. I have a fill booked for next Thursday, I really don't think I will have lost any weight - especially after my alcoholic Saturday night. But it'd be great to see 4-5 pound. Its going to slow right down after the first months loss I know. The only other news is the date I have this Saturday at 3pm. She kindly let me rearrange when the party came about. Im looking forward and have a good feeling. The reason Ive not been on here so much is that, to be honest - Ive been a bit fed up talking about weight loss. it seems to be the sole topic of conversation now. Certainly with people that know about my op anyway. "hows the diet" "How was the walk this morning" "what did you eat" "how much you lost". Im more than just a weight loss machine. I dont want my every conversation to be governed by my fat arse. But Im grateful of the support, both on here and in the real world. Also, at the party I went to, I heard a comment by a couple of kids about my size. Now Id been buzzing about how much Id lost and feeling rather good and my confidence had shot up - so to hear negative comments was like a bit of a kick in the nuts. It really hit home what a long road Im on. And I sulked about it. Theres the latest news people. Read it. Digest it. Reply to it. And tell me how you're doing. Because I care. Now big up your badselves and have a real rastclart of a day. Peace out homies.
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Aww it's poo when kids are like that! Chin up, and I can see what you mean the whole weight loss thing can take over if you let it! Don't worry too much about about letting your hair down you do still have to have a life otherwise what's the point?? Hope the date goes well x x
 
sarahrob said:
Glad to hear you're doing well. Know what you mean about kids, heard my cousin's son refer to me as "fat aunty Sarah" to differentiate me from another Sarah in the family. Wanted to stamp my foot and yell "but I've lost 4 stone you little sh...." Under 20 stone for the first time since I was a teenager. Off out for a maybe date or maybe just mates going for dinner tonight and having a wardrobe trauma - it's a teppanyaki place and the top that I want to wear will really show any grease spots which are bound to land when the food starts flying. It does make my boobs look massive and my waist look tiny though. Grease vs boobs... Which way to go? Oh, here's a newsflash: I loathe caramel, fudge and toffee, but I love sticky toffee pudding. Thought you might like to know.
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I would go with boobs and small waist! How Marilyn Monroe esque! X x
 
I know what you means about the kids saying things. I feel terrible that it actually hurts my feelings when they're only children.. I was once stood in a queue waiting to be signed into the gym and this little boy whispered to his brother 'omg how fat is she? I hope she's not coming swimming!!' I turned to him and said 'no, I'm not going swimming, I am going to the gym to get skinny and not be so FAT!' His mum and older sister couldn't say sorry enough to me, and while I was in the gym I was just mulling over it and ended up crying! They can be so horribly truthful. But, you're losing it now, so they won't be able to call you fat anymore!! Congratulations on the faster walking time and good luck for your date!

Kirsty
 
"have a rastclart day" oh my that really got me laughing I thought only my family and gangsta said that! welcome back franky!
ps your right there is more to you than your ever getting smaller arse !!
 
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