Hows everyone doing?? Are we getting nervous yet early November pps?? X
Hi Sharona, My head is all over the place! I'm eating myself stupid cause feel like I won't ever be able to have certain things again. Although it's a conscious thing to have these 'food funerals' I like it at the time, then it messes with my head afterwards cause I think that's just more I'll have to loose and I feel overwhelmed . I am booked in for my bypass on the 7/11 and I've been up and down with my decision and wondering if it's the right thing. However a couple of everyday things that have happened recently tell me I'm doing the right thing by undergoing this extreme process.
1) I went to the park today and was grateful that my little boy fell asleep in his buggy before we got there cause I didn't have the energy to run round after him. My back and knees were killing me after walking for only about 15mins
2) Had to have an emergency trip to the dentist yesterday and as I sat in the waiting room a thought suddenly occurred to me... There was a very real possibility that I wouldn't fit in the dentist chair. Despair didn't even come close!
3) We went on a family holiday recently and I really struggled to fit in the plane seat plus I had to have an extender belt for the first time ever !
Whilst out for a meal on above holiday went to sit at a cafe table and then the sickening realisation my legs and backside were too wide for the chairs!
I could go on ... Think I've talked my self back into the fact I'm doing the right thing!
I'm booked now so tell myself time for cold feet has gone!
Bypass 7/11 Mcr area! Anyone else local to me??