Lottiewishes
Well-Known Member
Thanks girls Victoria you are lovely o was 315 yesterday. But had an eat everything in sight day today.
I am going back to 1600 cals a day healthy food xxx
I am going back to 1600 cals a day healthy food xxx
Good luck sounds like something I could use too xxThank you hunny. I really want this i just can't seem to stop my food head.
I have rang someone about private binge eating therapy as am getting no where with nhs. It 4 session group at £80 or £50 for 50 mins. They are going to do an asessment and see what I need xxx
That’s a shame she was so negative. Its a hard circle of MH adding to your weight & your weight adding to you MH then on top of that her negativity not going to help. It’s a hard road your on but don’t give up. I believe you can do this. XMy psychiatrist said she may not sign me off for surgery-I am gutted-if I ever ger that far. More things my mh punish me for. She is worried my new anti psychotic may make my heart miss a beat but not that I am carrying around a 22 stone body so sad. She said we need a long of focal talk bit she was v negative xxx
Great positive thoughts Lottie, I’m not a moderator but I think it would really help you if you could still post on here, we could still offer you support which I think is really important xxIt is a real shame as if I was 15 stone instead of 22.7 I would have more confidence. It's like they can't see an overlapping ilness bit my me/mH/weigh all effect each other.
Anyway my auntie was lovely and I rang her in a state and we have decided to go back to slimming world-I love sw the only thing I don't like is i dint think it teaches you portion control BUT it lost me 3 Stone before cal counting I've not done so well at-if I can loose ANOTHER 3 Stone in just over 9 months ( i was in hospital for 3 of them last time ) then I would be 19 stone.
My goal weight was to get to 10 stone BUT in all honestly I want to be a size 14-16 which I think is between 11-12 stone ( i am 171 m or 5 foot 7 inches which I think would be healthy BMI ) so if I got to 19 stone-I would have to loose another 7 or 8 Stone. To get to my end goal So that's my new goal.
Bit whatever happens with op goal is To get to to 19 stone 266 lbs by new years day.
I was 316 lbs thid morning 60 lbs to go in 41 and a bit weigh ins
So I will weigh in THIS fri at hospital then every tues here. ( bar the 5 month left on tier 3 which will be added in on fri as extra weigh in ) i hope because of the doubt fullness of my op ( someone suggested goung abroad as they don't ask so much info! But I haven't even looked into this. ) i am still ok to post here. God this pre op could be a former diary! Lol.
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