Woke up early again about 1:00 am getting impatient I guess about surgery . I try to stay busy all day doing stuff to kill time but some days just move slow . I am losing weight on my pre-op diet and that makes me happy but can't wait for surgery to start to really losing weight and get healthy . My oldest boy is taking his family to Disney World Monday and be gone for 8 days . I wish I could go but even if I was invited I wouldn't be able to because of my size and trying to fit in a airplane seat that makes me sad and MAD . I can't believe I let myself get in this shape until the last few years I though I had only gain a few pounds and was no big deal until I started getting very unhealthy . I ended up with sleep apnea , diabetes , high blood pressure , high cholesterol , depression , COPD , CHF , 2 heart attacks and overall sick most of the time . I was just in the hospital in May with ammonia and flare up of acute COPD . Sorry to go on like this it just a reminder to me that I have to have surgery to gain my health back . Everyone have a great day ! Sent from my iPad using WLSurgery