They sound like natural feelings,and ones that somehow I haven't felt yet which is concerning me a bit..., although may change on Sunday night when my friend who is dropping me off has gone and i am left alone in the patient hotel, with no one i know.   Anxiety at all the practical stuff though 

  My pre-op op diet was the thing I feared the most and hasn't been as bad as I thought.  I had visions of feeling really ill, lethargic with cold sweats and sleepless nights.  Was off my diabetic meds within two days and have felt a lot more energetic.  Mary said to me that the motivation will keep me going and it has and i am now on Day 12.  There are times when I do feel hungry and have to have some milk, and other times I totally forget about it when I am pre-occupied and have gone too long.  Only once have I ventured out to a cafe with a friend and we both just had coffee, and i also had some milk.  Normally we are stuffing on their amazing carrot cake!  It was ok, even though i watched a young lad scoff the biggest plate of burger, salad and chips i have seen, but didn't even fancy the chips.  Gave up burgers a long time ago.  The things i have missed most are bananas and flapjacks 

 I live on my own so I was able to clear out any temptations.  I have varied my mild diet to include the odd protein shake, plus yoghurt and some slimfast, having read others pre-op diets on here.  Variety is the key I think... 
I have lost a stone in those twelve days, so hopefully my liver will be in good enough shape.  Mary was very pleased when I saw her on Wednesday 
 
The biggest drawback has been my memory, cognitive function and temper

I offered to issue colleagues with hard hats 
 
How long have you had to be on the list and who is doing yours?  Mine has taken 7 months since I was accepted for surgery - that I think has been the most difficult part of this.